Sunday, November 11, 2007

Namesake



A Novel by Jhumpa Lahiri. It is the story of an immigrant family and the trials and tribulations they had to go through in the period of adaptation and how their children see the world where there were not much roots to grow but in the end, the boy finds some truths or meanings of life and understands his situation and his parents struggles to make a home in a foreign land.

Friday, November 9, 2007

A tale of two cities

I tried to read the tale of two cities and read first two or three chapters but found it difficult to concentrate as the school holiday began and also because of the thrill to see India after three years. All my routines changed. I cannot find loneliness as before. May be I shall read it after the holiday and my journey to India. The book has something precious inside. I have to find out what it is...

Monday, October 22, 2007

Celebrated Stories by Great Russian Writers

I have read some Russian stories and have a real insight to the life itself. They narrates the story as if it is real life. There are ups and downs, injustices


1. How Much Land Does A Man Need?
by Leo Tolstoy
This is the story of a man blinded by his greed for land. He accumulated as much land as he could and in the end, his greediness goes to such length that he dies on his attempt to acquire as much land as he could measure in one day in a competion (held by God in disguise). By the end of the day, he fell to Earth so exhausted, and all he need was a 6 feet land- so the man who owns acres and acres of land only needs 6 feet land in the end. By his greediness to acquire more land, he forgot to enjoy life.
[ From the book, Most successful story of Tolstoy. It's theme is the folly of greed, the evil of acquisitiveness. - He is the victim of the classic fateful situation when defeat comes at the very moment of triumph. Profit and Loss, the proverb reminds us, are twin brothers.]

2. What Men Live By
Leo Tolstoy
This story emphasizes the humanity. How to live like a real human. A poor shoe maker and his wife thrives hard for their daily necessities. She complains and nags as all other wives, but show patience to see the pain of others as well and it makes her calm down and makes her see the truths also.
When the poor shoe maker saves another poor man and give him food and clothing, at first, the shoe makers wife showed face and nags for giving food to a third person with their limited food. But later feels pity about the man and accept him as a member of her house.The man in turn helps the shoemaker in his business and so gradually the business flourishes.

The poor man was sielent most of the time and he smiled only three times during his stay there.

Seeing the house lady's generosity, the man smiled first.

The second time he laughed was when a rich man ordered for a very expensive
shoe, but later died on the same day before he could wear it.

The third time he smiled was when a lady came to the shoe maker with twin girls to stitch them a pair of shoes each. (the girls were not hers but she fed them breast milk and brought them up like her own children)

In the end, there appears an illumination around the man's head and so the shoe maker guess that the poor man was not an ordinary man and asked him about the reasons of his smiling on the above mentioned three times. Then man says that he is the God's messenger who came to take peoples' lives and one day, God asked him to take the twin girls mother's soul but seeing two small girls lying beside her and her husbands death all make him not to take the soul of the lady. So he went back to God and explained his reasons. but God again asked him again to take the lady's soul and asked him to learn three things, what dwells in man, what is not given to man, and what Men live by

By the first smile, he saw that, inside the house owner lady's heart, there dwells God and that is why suddenly her anger gave way to compassion.
In the second smile, he knew that what Man is not given is their own future. All are ignorant about their future but acts as if they knew.
The third time he smiled when he understood that Men are living not because of a father and mother but a god like person or with the love in the peoples heart


He concluded,

"I continued to live because a passer-by had love and because he and his wife pitied and loved me"

"Previously I thought God gave life to men, desiring that they should live; Now I understand better."
"I understood that God wishes men to live together and reveals to each one of them what is necessary for all."

"I now understand that it is love by which all men lives. He who has love in him is God, and God is in him, for God is love."
[from the book-what the publisher discovers is that men live by acts of kindness, self-sacrifice and love and that their love for one another is the true manifestation of the living God.]

Read Tolstoy's Anna Karinina online


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The Overcoat

Nikolai Gogol


In Over coat, Gogol, beautifully illustrates the minute details of an everyday life of a middle class clerk, Akaky Akakyevich, who is an introvert by nature and his hardship to stitch a new overcoat with his mere savings and how much it affects him when it is lost all of a sudden. The shock was unbearable to him and he dies thinking about his loss. And the story never ends there, the clerk became a Ghost, hunting for other's overcoats especially, his superior officer's (whom he was refused justice by not properly listening about the loss of the overcoat and refused to help him write a letter to the Commissioner of Police.).

The pain inside the clerk who was afraid to see nice dreams but just cling to one dream, of possessing a nice overcoat, will haunt us till the end. Gogol writes it in such a detail. At the time of his death, the clerk sees dreams about his overcoat, like the old overcoat is still hanging in his room and wonders about what happens to his new one. The pain in him for his small loss is the same as our big pains from great losses.

[form the book- Gogol's story was a social protest, a protest against the situation of poor clerks, and a symbol of the millions of underprivileged. It is also an outcry against the inefficient machinery and built-in inertia of the Russian bureaucracy. Gogol has an extraordinary gift of
creating characters and a convincing atmosphere through his descriptive use of realistic details]

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4. Mr. Prokharchin



Fyodor Dostoevsky

This is also a story of a low income govt servant. He acts as if he is a poor man as he has to send all his saved money to his far away poor sister- in - law and he tries to live a poor life excluding him form high social gatherings and such pleasures of life and he is being insulted by many for his peculiar introvert nature.


His land lady felt pity for him and gives him free food. Even though he knew that he is a laughing stock of many, he continues his own style of living not imitating any new trends of showoff .

But one, day he open up his mind and talked back to every inmates of the lodge where he was staying and all others who opposed his views of life and, in the end, he gives up fighting and became calm, for he was so seriously ill then due to his wandering in the street the previous days and also because feeling bad thinking about peoples remarks about him and his own futile attempts to see the other side of reality. He gives up his hold on life and accepts death.

The surprise in the end was, when after his death, the inmates opened his trunk, it was empty beside some old rags and two socks, but when someone examined inside the bed he was lying, they saw bundles and bundles of money which was more than enough to make him the richest man. They all surprise about the contradictions of living his life as a poor man, hiding all his wealth. His sister-in-law issue was also a myth. This story makes us think about how to live your life, choose our life wisely, live our life wisely.


[Prokharchin's avarice, which is generated by his internal insecurity and a fear of the future, leads to the fear of losing what is supposed to form from the foundation of his future security
and ultimately to his self-destructive isolation. The lowly civil servant's predicament is a vicious cycle: the money, which is supposed to give him security, creates new fears and insecurity and self-destructive guilt feelings, which in turn, eventually lead to his ruin.
The protagonist is unable to come to terms with himself and succumbs to the internal contractions and weaknesses of this personality, failing to adapt to the needs of the social environment. He is a victim of irrational self-destructive instincts over which he exercises no control and of which he is not aware.]


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5. The Queen Of Spades
Alexander Pushkin

I am not able enough to evaluate these great writers, but I like their style of writing and the realism in the story . In Queen of Spades, Pushkin, narrates the greediness of an otherwise clean Engineer. When the Engineer, Hermmen hears about the Countess' secret of winning the cards with some special cards, in order to grasp the secret he acts as if he is in love with the countess innocent maid, and thereby he tries to get inside the Countess' bedroom and forces her to tell the truth about the cards but she dies on the spot before disclosing the secret. Later, in his dream, the Countess appears and disclosed the Card secret to him, warning him not to use it more than once and also advices him to marry her innocent maid who is really love with him But he ignores her warnings and uses the card secret for his own benefit only. He wins two times but on the third time he has to bear such a huge loss on his bet. Because, the Countess ghost hadn't disclose the full secret to him for suspicious of his loyalty.

Now the innocent maid, named,Lisavetta, was being married to another good official and the Engineers friend Tomsky married the Countess daughter and all are settled well except the greedy Engineer.

[from the book, Its basic contribution is the revelation of the obsessive personality of Hermann, an impecunious and cautious man. It has also been suggested by some scholars that Hermann represents the conflict between the old but resourceful Russia and the craftiness and glamor of European civilization. No matter what, The Queen of Spades had a considerable impact on the future course of Russian literature.

He is an all time favorite even among other Russian Authors. Gogol profited from it., as he hid The Blizzard and The Postmaster and long afterwards, Tolstoy was to admire it. Both he and Tolstovky called it a masterpiece]

6. The Postmaster
Alexander Pushkin

I like this story of Pushkin's more than the other. There is reality, truth, acceptance of the truth
all in it.
This is the story of a Postmaster, his daughter Dunia and a man who admired his daughter. The Post Master's daughter was very pretty and most young men had an eye on her including the narrator himself. But on his second visit, he saw Dunia's disappearance and a brooding postmaster and a messy house, quiet contrary to a loving father, a neat house and loving,loyal daughter. After some persuasion, the post master discloses the story of his lovely daughter and a Hussur who came and seduced and forced her to elope with him. The father went in search of the girl and succeeded in finding her after many futile attempts and the girl faints seeing her father, and the father was forcefully overthrown outside by the Hussur's men. But she was living like a queen but the father fears that after some years, the Hussur will abandon her to the street as the Hussur is so rich. And seeing such nightmares about his daughter, the Post master drank himself to death thinking about his dear daughter

After some years, the traveler again comes to the post office and sees an emptied postmaster's station. He wanted to know about them. So he search everywhere and came to know about the story from a small boy who came to direct him to the post masters grave, which was in a poor place, without trees or flower. But the boy tells that one day , a pretty lady came in a six- horse carriage (which means she is quite rich) with three sons and a nurse and a pug dog; went to the graveyard alone and spent a lot of time praying before that grave and then gave the priest some money to do some rituals and also gave the boy also some money before she left.

So the narrator also got relief thinking that at least the girl is not being abandoned by the Hussur and indeed is living on riches. But the unlucky father-daughter relationship and its tragic ending gives us pain.
[from the book - Pushkin shows the humble 'little man' at the mercy of the nobility.
The Postmaster, with its mediocre, ignorant and contemptible hero, is forerunner of the whole
of Russian literature to come: the stories of Gogol, peopled by drab little civil servants, the anguished novels of Dostoevsky, the disenchanted idylls of Turgenev and the rest
In the Postmaster, Pushkin reaches the climax of the irony. This story is the exact reverse of the Parables of the Prodigal Son in almost every aspect. Readers will do well to compare it with the parable. ]
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7. Mumu
Ivan Turgenev

This is the story I like most in this collection of short stories. Mumu is a pet dog of Gerasin a deaf and dumb servant of a Rich Lady. He does all the house work. His body is very strong, tall and huge also. So it is hard for him to get girlfriend. But he loved a servant of the lady and the servant girl also find comfort in him. He cherishes her as if she is his own. But the cruel landlady, without his consent or acknowledge (fearing about his anger), forces the servant girl to marry another. It gives Gerasin a great blow, for in his silent world, she was everything for him. But before long, he got an abandoned puppy in the street. He feel pity for it and took it home, feed it with milk and the puppy began to grow into his favorite pet. He forget about his loss of the girl and loves the Dog instead. But when the cruel lady came to know about the Pet Dog of Gerasim, she wanted to snatch it away from him. When the dog refuse to co-operate, the lady asked to throw it away, stating that, it's barking is a nuisance to her. Somebody took the dog away from Gerasim, but the dog came back itself to the depressed Gerasim. Gerasim fed her food and lived with her some more days and one day, he went to the deep sea in a boat and tied the Dog in a rope with a hard stone at the other end. And he threw the dog into the water at an unexpected time when the dog was so comfortable with him. (We can feel the pain going through his heart by his hard hearted behaviour) After coming back, he tread back to his village secretily. The land lady, who was get used to ill treating the poor and gaining pleasure from that in her lonely life refuse to accept his retreat, tried her best to make him come back but he refuses. In the end, she givs up her attempt thinking that she doesn't need an unfaithful servant.

Long before, the lady died and the servants were all dispersed

Gerasim lived a lonely life in his village dared to love another girl or to love a puppy either but worked harder than before, without letting him give time to think about his losses.

[There is realism in this story too. This is what happening everywhere. Poeple are only concentrating on theirown selfpleasures refusing to accept others


[from the book- is a fine short story dealing with the peasant theme and is a poignant exposure of the tyranny of serfdom. ]

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8. The Bet
Anton Chekhor

A man bet that capital punishment is better than life sentence. He bets that he can live 15 years on seclusion to prove it and in the end, he became wise and he loves his privacy and lonliness
with books and wisdom. He found about many things and rise above human. He was broad minded and wise enough to let his friend (a banker) win in the bet. So he dissappears from seclusion, just before the completion of his bet period leaving a letter to his freind about the truths he has attained and the folly of getting millions just for nothing and there by declining the amount of millions and riches for he did not see beauty in worldly pleasures anymore. The friend felt relieved , for he could not pay the bet amount now because of his debts.
So he locked the letter in his fireproof safe.

There is another ending to this story as well. That is, the banker again bets that he can show a man who gave up his millions for nothing but peace. He went to take the friend's letter from the safe, and at that time the friend who gave up the millions appears there and beg for atleast a few
thousand dollars, for he cannot live without money in this world.


Again the banker fails. When he bet that nobody can live in seclution for 15 years, his friend proved that he can live by living in a lonely cell for 15 years ( but gave up his bet amount) and when he bet that he can show a man who gave up worldly pleasure for peace, friend again makes him fail by coming back and stating that without money, nobody can survive. So, actualy, in both bets, he loses.

[from the book- about the book by the person who compiled the book, "The Bet is an example of Chekov's parables and moralities laid out in a conventional un-Russaian surrounding.
The story is partly didactic, showing the vanity of earthly goods, thus resurrecting another
familiar Tolstoyan theme and does fairly well in its lightweight fable style.]

Saturday, October 13, 2007

The Daughters of Joy




Now I am reading Deepak Chopra's " The Daughters of Joy". It was boring at first, when I read it as if it is a novel and finally gave up my attempt.And while I was on my way to return it to the library, I had to wait in front of the library for an hour as I was too early. So I just browsed through the book once again as a last attempt to concentrate. Again failed. Then as if somebody directed me, I turn on the last pages and surprisingly, my eyes caught sight of some precious words. Words of wisdom about life and how to live your life wisely and how to love etc etc.. These are my present day problems , I don't know how to live my life and what to expect in life nor can I love anybody for the fear that all love are fickle and won't last forever.

So I got what I wanted and without knowing it, I was on my way to get rid of it. There is an unknown force around us which will guide us. We have only to open our eyes to listen its directions, which we always fail, due to our too much involvement in daily pleasures or too much expectations from life and the unpreventable depressions resulting from it.

I am reading this book now with all my senses opened to concentrate and find what Deepak Chopra has to share...

Here is what my brain could hold,

Deepak Chopra narrated some loveless peoples life who were leading a life with out love in depression and hatred (toward their spouse,ex-spouse etc..)
The daughters of joy help the Hero to see the soul of himself and how much he is deprived of love. They show him that he has not to beg before others doorsteps for love, instead he has to
find love inside his heart where it is blocked due to some ignorance. They helped him to release his love energy and only through the flow, could anyone get love and give love. In order to do that, we have to be open up. Understanding ourselves, accepting ourselves and in the end, we can be free of all our shortcomings and embrace the new world as it is with what we have. We can do anything . There are innumerable possibilities before us. But if we find time to hate and nurse an old woulds, and thereby blocking our love-energy, we cannot enjoy our life. So let free of all hatred in the past, cling to the present and make it lively and live well. Love is inside us.
Find it out and use it.
And share it.
Love can do wonders.
It can help us forget an old wound,
can get confidence,
optimism and much more..
Love does not mean sexual attraction only.
It is a feeling of one soul to another.
In anyway try to be in love with yourself.
Then you can love others as well.
I think I understood a bit but not all his interpretations. But may be one day, once again I will read the book and then I could grasp more. At present I shall try to love all, forgive all, and accept me as I am..

Friday, October 12, 2007

Inheritance of Loss


Kiran Desai




I couldn't complete Sophie's World. But I completed another 3 0r 4 novels making Sophy to wait. 'Inheritance of Loss' by Kiran Desai (another novel by her mother Anitha Desai also indulge into the loneliness of the old age and a deprived childhood. Story of an Old Woman and a young girl who is her great grand daughter on a hillside deserted Benglow) Kiran Desai also in her book, tells the story of some rich people living on the hillside which loses its security due to politics and poverty of the common people around. They invade their privacy and slowly the rich and the poor had to share the land and its resources together. The rich has nowhere to go as well as the poor. So they linger to see the last downfall, some calmly, some greedily, some wisely.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder


I am now reading Sophies' World. It is a story cum philosophic book. The author is trying to enquire about the origin of world, culture, philosophy and all things we see , feel and think...

Orammayute OrmmakkuRippukaL by Mrs. Rachel Thomas ( Malayalam)

Read Mrs. Rachel Thomas' book , Orammayute OrmmakkuRippukaL. I cried while reading almost all chapters. The loss is so great to come to terms with.

Luckily, the mother is not alive now to suffer more. May be she is with her son in the abode of God as his favorites.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

ithaa ivite vare by Padmarajan(malayalam)

The book is well written. But the story is morally degrading. I cannot accept him as a good writer, even if he can go deeper into his characters mind. Why does he choose such low profile characters! I suspect of his morality also. I am very sorry if I interpret it wrongly. But of course, Padmarajan is a genius and talented film director . But my heart is a little suspicious..

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Mistress Of Spice-Chitra Banerjee


A book I love most. I will keep it as a treasure to read again again.
Chitra Banarjee Divakaruni

Life Of Pi


I read the book while I was also in a same situation as Pi. I was with some strangers for those months. The dream house which I thought was a gift to me by God was slowly, changing. A change I never welcomed. Each day, they demolish it's original beauty. I was with them. I couldn't cook food, I couldn't take a nap, I couldn't bath, I couldn't go upstairs to my room. When those strangers enter the kitchen, I go out. When they enter one room, I go to another, a room where I could escape if circumstace arise as there is a door to go out.
And in the evening, when my children come from school, I was a totally devastated lady.
I don't know where the things are kept as they are not arranged yet due to this unending and ultra waste rennovation. My house was not a home then.. I was like the Pi in that boat with out any glimpse of a strong ground anywhere..